You’re on the phone sleeping right now. I enjoy listening to you sleep. It’s something that I don’t experience often. The way you snore it adorable. I’m just unable to sleep right now. I heard you crying on the phone and I woke up to ask you what’s wrong. You kept on saying, “I don’t know” and after I got mad, you just went to sleep. And the fact that you’re probably going to forget the reason for crying tomorrow morning just leaves me in a melancholy state as I listen to you sleep. I just can’t sleep with this unanswered question circling my mind like a plague. And by the looks of the situation, I’ll probably never get an answer. Whatever, I’ll try my best to get some sleep tonight… If thats possible.
wow, I haven’t blogged in a while.. anyways, yeah.. this ones gonna be short because i have a lot of hw >~<
I think most of my life, people have been giving up on me. whether it be my parents, my friends, or whatever. I mean, I know I’m not the sharpest tool in the shed, but Am I that bad that I’d lose all of your hope? Especially that easily? I’ve pretty much been getting that my entire life. Doesn’t matter what I do to mess things up. Big or small, the mistake that I make in that point in time, forever becomes my outward image to whomever held me accountable. No second chances, no fresh starts… nothing. I guess part of the reason I don’t care what people say about me, is because I learned to not care about anything my entire life.
I’m so used to having people give up on me. But if you were to give up on me, I don’t know what I would do. So please don’t.. unless you have already…