January 2011
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December 2010
She's coming back
I can’t wait!!! the past 14 days have been utter and complete Hell. But I finally get to see her. She’ll be in my arms once again. <33
anyway… uhh have a nice day.. er night o.o
Without her: Day 10
12- 24- 2010
So this is it huh? The day where we’ve wanted to spend time with each other the most during break. To be honest, this was probably the saddest I have ever been on Christmas Eve. With all of my relatives going “where’s your girlfriend?”. I just made miss you so much. Me and Cheska were pretty much watching over the baby cousins the whole Christmas party. I...
Without her: Day 9
12- 23- 2010
The first half of the day was just the same old routine. Go on tumblr, look through our pictures, play Epic Mickey, play Pokemon, watch GTO, etc. That’s pretty much my life. I haven’t even hung out with Kyle or Kevin or anyone. Second half of the night something I looked forward to though. I decided to visit Angela. Angela’s boyfriend, Steve, is out of town as...
BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM
im sleeepy.
Without Her: Day 8
12- 22- 2010
Legitimately nothing happened today LOL. I don’t even want to write formal because i feel that this is the most fun i had all day. xD. To my understanding there was supposed to be a session today, but everyone canceled. Which lead to me being bored the whole day thinking about how much I miss you. It was nice talking to you today. Just having a normal conversation brightens up...
Without Her: Day 7
12- 21- 2010
I decided to pay Kevin a visit. The whole day was pretty much just me and Kevin catching up. Kevin was having really bad luck in the morning. As messed up as this may sound, it kinda cheered me up a bit. Soon, Jordan joined us. Followed by Enzo and his girlfriend, Steph. Right when I saw Enzo being all couple-y and what not with his girlfriend, it made me miss you. I have no one...
Without Her: Day 6
12- 20- 2010
I was looking through our photos and watching videos of us the majority of the day. This Photo came up. It reminded me of our first homecoming. I remembered how you and I were really sad that the they didn’t play any slow songs. Me being the retarded person I am, I asked if you wanted to slow dance after homecoming. On the sidewalk, while noisy cars were passing by, and...
alykin-skywalker asked: I love you <3
Without her: Day 5
12- 19- 2010
I realized that my life is really boring without you. Before I went to church with Kyle, I literally did nothing all day. For an hour or two, I sorta just cuddled with your pillowcase. It’s losing your smell, which is making me really sad because it’s one of the few things that I have of you. I really wish you were here right now. There were times when I just cuddled...
Without Her: Day 4
12- 18- 2010
Kyle’s been hanging out with me a lot. He slept over at my house last night, but he always leaves before i wake up.. weird. Anyways, it seems that where ever I go, there’s something that reminds me of you. I went to the dentist at like 10 in the morning. I’ve never had a girlfriend before you, so everyone in my family, whether it be a family friend or a relative,...
Without her: Day 3
12- 17- 2010
The more into this vacation I get, the more it makes me miss you. Everyone at school keeps on taking about you.
“So what are you going to do during break without Jeah?”
“How’s Jeah doing in the Philippines?”
“You must miss her a lot huh?”
“How do you two communicate whith such a big time difference?”
I answer all of these...
Without her: Day 2
12- 16- 2010
Last night was the first night that I didn’t get to hear your voice over the phone before I sleep. I guess you can say that I’ve gotten so used to the late night conversations with you, I couldn’t sleep at night. Everything was just so quiet in my room. Your presence is slowing eating me alive in almost every sense possible… except taste… that would...
Without her: Day 1
12- 15- 2010
Your plane leaves today. They say that when it comes to unpleasant things, it’s always the first time that’s the worst. I’m going to have to agree with that. It hit me this morning, as I woke up. You and I decided to webcam the entire night. I feel really bad for sleeping early, but I was just so tired. I was looking forward to talking to you the entire night....
My "Challenge"
It starts today I suppose to. I made my own challenge if you didn’t know already. I’m going to write a short blog about every day from now on until Jeah returns from the Philippines. I might regret this in the future, but I’m just curious as to how I would do without her…. here it goes
Thanks for reading…
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus- Face Down (Acoustic)
Remembering
I haven’t been able to concentrate on things as much as I used to. It’s starting to get annoying just thinking about it. I don’t get enough sleep, my grades a slipping a bit, sometimes I don’t even eat. Now I’m fine, but somewhere around last week, it became pretty intense. I really don’t know why this is happening. I’m usually not like this, to the...
4 months
4 months has gone by, and not a single regret was made. I could write all of the things that I have said in the past like how lucky I am to be with her, how beautiful she looks when she’s not even trying, how happy she makes me, how I intend to spend the rest of my life with her, this list could go on and on. But i don’t want to sound too redundant.
I feel bad because today...
4 months
4 months has gone by, and not a single regret was made. I could write all of the things that I have said in the past like how lucky I am to be with her, how beautiful she looks when she’s not even trying, how happy she makes me, how I intend to spend the rest of my life with her, this list could go on and on. But i don’t want to sound too redundant.
I feel bad because today...
I may not be your first love, I may not be your...
