11/ 30/ 10
For the first time in my life, I’m not looking forward for Christmas this year. Because Jeah, the love of my life, will be leaving for a two week trip for the Philippines on December 15. With her being gone, I have no clue what I’m going to do over the break. It’s a two week break, and with her trip being two weeks as well, I only have about three days with her over the break after she returns. Sure that’s better than nothing. But it’d be nice to spend Christmas with my first love. With this in mind, I need to spend every breathtaking moment I have with her until she leaves.
It’s going to be hard. I’ll get a little taste of what an LDR feels like. I go crazy when I don’t see her in one day. I can’t bear to think about how two whole weeks will be. Which brings me to another topic that is important. During the whole two weeks that Jeah is gone, I will write a short blog about my day without her. One for each day. I guess you can say that this is one of my “challenges” of which you speak. I’m doing this because I want this to be a reminder in the future of how much I love her and how I can’t stand to be apart from her. It will also hopefully keep me sane and distract me from missing her too much. I really don’t know what I’m going to do…
Thanks for reading.